The only reason that I got drunk was because it is my vacation visiting him, and I wanted to have a blast at the club with my true inner-self.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Getting Drunk
So I went out last night. It was my vacation in San Diego and I got really drunk. However, I was with my friend who was the designated driver. I have never been drunk like this before. I did know that once I am drunk, I would become someone - my true inner self so to speak. I made the move to talk to the guys at the club, I danced dirty, I let a guy took off my shirt, and I even let them touch/kiss me. But my friend was insinuating to me today that I was immature. He asked me that what's the point of getting drunk? I told him that it was the best night that I've ever had. But he sounded somehow judgmental about me getting drunk. I was speechless. He used to be young before, and he told me that he was a party animal when he was my age and in college. How come he asked me such a question now and didn't like what I had to say? I don't like this. I really don't. I simply just had a good time. I know some guys probably laughed at my drunk behavior, and some probably looked down on what I was doing that night. I really don't care. But how come I still feel being judged by a friend who used to be as young and crazy as I am?
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It is always much easier to laugh at others than at oneself. Seeing the transgressions of the others is easy even for an almost blind man... Seeing one´s own transgressions is sometimes difficult even with a 20/20 vision... We were both hardwired and conditioned to protect ourselves and our own actions.
ReplyDeleteOn a much brigther side, he actually gave you a pointer or two, too. How much of you AND your happiness depend on chemically induced courage? Why wouldn´t you act in the same way, and possibly have even more fun without harming yourself first in the process?
There is really no need to sweat the whole thing too much. We all get carried away sometimes, don´t we? Yet, you may want to join the group of people who profit from their experience as opposed to those who only experience and waste their lives in the process...
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I guess sometimes when people get old they get a bit too serious with life. As long as you have fun and did not do anything stupid then that's good. But don't be too hard on your friend, he probably care about you and was just a bit concern.
ReplyDeleteI agree with you completely :)
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